I guess you can say its easy for someone who has no television in her home, and still reads the paper to say leaving social media is the best thing you could do to improve productivity, happiness, and relationships. But you see, For about six years I got into vlogging on youtube my homeschooling journey and it became sort of an addiction for me to have two even three videos up a week on what we were upto. I saw that people really liked the videos and it helped many and the wonderful comments were music to my ears. I sacrificed alot in these years to make videos on demand and answer people’s questions/comments. I even opened up an instagram account where I would post daily. Anything we did from meals to walks became a post. I saw myself looking for things to photograph that people would enjoy seeing and missing the day to day moments. It almost felt like a competition, like a race, that never finished. My youtube channel reached 100,000 subscribers. One day my daughter, when doing her daily homeschool said to me “Mom record me!” I said no sweety today I am not recording our work. She cried and said “why, am I not doing a good job” I realized I sent the wrong message she felt that if it was good, it must be on camera. I realized that I too, started to believe that if something was not shared it was somehow missed and not valued. The world missed it…but my life was not meant to be public to begin with. I started to crave privacy. I wanted to feel the sheer joy of doing something and not making it public. So I paused making videos and I deleted my instagram it took just minutes to do, it was just a couple clicks. I am not a moderation type of person. I am either in or I am out. It was not hard for me because like I said I already live a pretty old fashioned, low tech life. I left my videos up on youtube because they have helped so many people and inspired people and I have taken a step back from making videos for some months. I have to put family first and my duties as a homemaker, homeschooler, and wife. My 4th pregnancy has proved to be difficult and more than ever I need to just relax and work within my home without any distractions. I have so much more time and peace. I have time for all my hobbies now. I do not feel like my life is not worthy because its not published. I just deeply desired to just be unseen. Posting videos and pictures can really feed the ego. Its almost like “look at me! hear me! look what I have, look what I can do, look where I went, look what my kids can do” where is the humility in this? If there is one quality I want is to possess is to always stay humble and one more…authentic. I did not want to send people the wrong picture. The reality is we all struggle, we all have a mess sometimes, eat junk food, scream at our kids, pick our nose, have a bad hair day, have a mountain of laundry, etc…no one is going to photograph or video the reality, the whole picture, them in totality. People just video and photograph the highlights of their lives, the glamour, the fun times…and when people watch, they get the impression that- that is all there is. I read that the main emotions facebook produced in people was envy and anxiety which can lead to depression as people compare their lives to the highlights of others. Just know that what you see, is a very little aspect of that person’s life, noone leads a perfect life, full of fun, excitement and great achievement. We all fail everyday. We all have dull moments, sad moments…and we all have something we battle with…if you are human, skin and bones, then you are not entitled to a perfect life.
When you are constantly posting every little aspect of your life you are not only giving people power over your life but you are missing little special moments. When you are in a beautiful park and you are looking around for beauty to photograph to post, you are missing the present moment passing you by. There is sheer joy in just walking and seeing a beautiful flower and noticing its beauty without taking out your phone to photograph it and immediately post it. Noticing every aspect of the flower and seeing what feelings arise, what thoughts arise…is truly experiencing the moment. Now that I stopped I see how unhealthy and detrimental it is to share everything on social media. Why do people record intimate moments of their lives? Every time you photograph or record a moment and go share it with massive amounts of people you devalue the experience. The spark of the moment is stolen. As I see people post the most intimate moments of their lives to a world of strangers, I can’t help but think that the underlining reason is the loneliness that people feel that leads them to want to be seen and liked by total strangers, the dopamine rush from likes and comments.. I see family vloggers share the most intimate moments of their lives. This is detrimental not only to their children but to them. Those moments are not meant to be on camera, they are meant to be private. Seems there is no more privacy these days. Privacy is important. Not only for the protection of people but also for the protection of integrity. Instead of talking to a camera and publishing your life to a world of strangers, why not just share with a few friends you see in person? Why the drive these days to photograph meals, flowers, the skyline, your new shoes, your nails, vacations, etc…the reason is because each is seeking internal validation. The person posts then they receive a dopamine rush from likes and comments and want to publish more. Its a dopamine driven feedback loop invented by attention engineers to hook you. I find that people are becoming antisocial they are talking to a camera instead of joining a local moms group or talking to a friend. Its really sad.
I like memorizing directions and not googling every little thing. I think people use less of their memory and brains today because google thinks for them. We are so reliant on our smart phones that our smart phones are making us stupid. People are constantly looking down. I am tired of seeing people’s heads down on their phones, they do not look up. You go to restaurants and kids are on their ipads, parents on their smart phones. Everyone is together but separate looking into a screen. Looking for what on their phones? What is happening in someone else’s life while they scroll through feeds? or the latest? Why is that more important than the person right in front of you? why is that more important that just being present to observe and feel what is here now?
I like my unpublished life. Noone knows where I go now, what I eat, what my kids are doing on a daily basis, what clothes I am wearing. Why should they? it was never meant for other people. I see how technology is destroying minds, relationships and the very fabric of society. In this virtual world authenticity is lost, not to mention how some evil corporations and powerful entities use social media to manipulate the minds of people, program them and use their data. ( I could write a book on this alone)
I also saw that youtube is becoming very fake as people do sponsorships and partnerships to promote products. You really will not know the truth until you work behind the scenes. Alot of what people say has been bought and you would not even know it. Everything you see them use and mention in their videos is not by mistake. It is perfectly aligned to hook you. Powerful companies are recruiting the best talent to spread their message and promote their products. They know people trust these youtubers. I can not tell you how many companies contact me on a daily basis to promote their products and message. I always say no I stay true to my viewers even if I use their product. I am one of the few channels that does not do sponsorships and is not owned by a network. What you are watching is a bunch of propaganda these days. Its hidden and you will never know it.
People do not want to hear they are wasting their lives away on social media, but they really, really are. Do you want more time? quit social media. The average person spends 4 hours on their screens. What can you do with 4 extra hours a day? You will not only have more time but you will be productive. Every time you look at your phone your attention is fragmented and it takes about 30 minutes to regain that focus again according to studies. Living a distracted life diminishes your quality of life. You are only living a certain percentage of reality when you are constantly stuck on a screen. Go unpublish yourself, quit social media…You will have more time, be more productive, more creative, use your mind more, and have real friendships. All those people on your social media accounts are not really your friends. You will also feel happier because you will not be constantly bombarded with everyone’s highlights and misrepresented lives. Try it. At first you will feel a bit lonely and lost but then great happiness will come.. Great peace and enjoyment of everyday life.
Life is meant to be lived, NOT PUBLISHED.- Jady A.
What’s Jady up to these days? You won’t know..its ok, its not important. What is important, is your own life. Don’t you see this life is short, we don’t have time to waste scrolling through feeds. Lets go live and enjoy this beautiful life! I know its hard not to do what everyone else does…. Not to follow the school of fish….At first I felt so lonely. I realized almost all my relationships were through text. Now I enjoy meetups with friends, outings, events and face to face groups more than ever. I made a tribe outside my phone. Life really happens when you shut the screen off and LOOK up. I have also grown closer to God and I am dedicated to whatever I choose to do from now on.. point people inward towards God which is the only thing that can truly fill a human’s life. One day God is going to ask me ” What did you do with the time I gave you? What did you do with the talents I gave you? and I honestly want to have a good answer. I have important things to do and accomplish. God has work for me and it starts with my family. I plan on continuing sharing valuable information on youtube to help parents and teachers. Love you all! subscribe to my vlog!